Following the reports that claim Hank Baskett had cheated on Kendra Wilkinson with a transsexual model, Wilkinson is left thinking she's a "fool" for not making a prompt decision about the marriage.

Wilkinson is reported to have halted the divorce process because she's thinking of her children, first and foremost.

According to Us Weekly, the 29-year-old Playboy Bunny alumni is "leaning toward divorce" because she does not trust that therapy would help their marriage recover.

"He humiliated her," said the insider according to Daily Mail, "And she doesn't know how therapy will change that."

Another close friend of Wilkinson spoke to People and said, "She wanted to throw Hank out but couldn't because she is healing [from her daughter's delivery] and needs help with the kids."

It is reported that Wilkinson learned about the cheating scandal from a phone call "right before the [report] came out."

Baskett is said to have allegedly slept with Ava Sabrina London last April. London claimed that Baskett paid her to have sex with him. During the said incident, Wilkinson was already eight months pregnant with their second child.

"She feels so stupid walking around like her life was so perfect and that her marriage was so solid. She feels like such a fool," the insider added.

At first Wilkinson did not believe the rumors of cheating, but since Baskett didn't deny the allegations she became more suspicious and conducted her own investigation.

"She thought it was ridiculous [but when Hank didn't try to clear his name] she became suspicious and started snooping." a source said.

According to reports, Baskett paid London $500 for the night and he also paid her another $2000 to keep quiet about it.